31.01.2012 1.28am

I can feel that we starting to drift bit by bit already...
i can feel that we doesn't like last time anymore..
the feel is just there...
ppls did told me not to in love with u too deeply unless u have prove to me by action..
but as day pass, i start to in love with u deeper and deeper..
I miss u every single day.. i think of u every moment..
i even dream of u almost everyday..
every single day i was hoping that u will text me first.. i scare that i will annoy u..
i scare u will find me very irritating for texting u everyday..
every relationship have each stage.. maybe our honeymoon stage have over..

19.1.2012

I'm sorry baby.. i was too impatience.. cos i on negative side more..
next time tell me in fb inbox or twitter.. :x
ps, i miss all the sweet moment before we get tgt.. :(
those sweetest moment....

timing: 1148am 19.1.2012

What happen to us?

This morning is u make me angry.. for ps me..
at first i wasn't really angry.. but after i saw the message the the sentence that u say' then u go meet ur friends lorh ' the word lorh indeed making me feel more angry then before.. u sound like u doesn't care at all.. u sound so sarcastic.. that why i vent my anger saying 'whatever.. not gonna eat anymore! ' but after awhile my anger wasn't really big anymore.. and i continue read the last msg u sent me.. i take my first steps to msg u.. after 1 hour u didn't text back.. i was thinking maybe u think i am still angry that why didn't text back, i text another one more.. after 1 hours plus u still didn't text back.. i text the 3rd time and even say i am nt angry anymore.. but u still didn't text back.. until night still haven.. i text u the 4th times again.. u still didn't text back..
what u want me to do???! i have taken the first move to text u.. even texting 4 times.. but until now.. u still didn't reply at all... what happen? what happen to us? maybe u should stand at my shoe thinking.. i know i was wrong for maybe too angry on small matter.. but i still take step to text u.. why? why no reply.. what are u thinking? where is all those sweet moment we had before we got tgt..
did ur love faded? get sick of me already? :'(

timing: 1102pm 19.1.2012

Baby!!! :) ♥♥♥

My baby boy! ILOVEU! <3

This cute guy :) met him on 27 September 2011.
his cheerful personality, friendliness, silly action, funny jokes etc attracted my attention.. :x my first impression to him was a talkative boy.. he really talk non-stop! :x opps! hehe
I still rmb how he tease me in camp.. poke me, tickle me.. <3 haha!
I still rmb how we get closer, the first night when we have nightwalk and we were blindfolded.. he was behind pamelia, where he and pam talk non stop and i hear over their conversation and he talk about kpop, and of cus beast! haha! our fava bands! i still rmb pam say, 'arg kpop again same as the girl infront of me love kpop so much..' haha! and we both was laughing and talk about our fava bias in beast is who.. urs kikwang, mine dongwoon! <3 I still rmb how he ask number from me on the 2nd day night.. and we msg each other for the whole night.. :x i still rmb his ringtone was pikachu.. hehe! the 3rd night, which is last night of our camp, we getting more closer.. i sit beside him and he lay on my back.. and also the day he hear my msg tone is fiction.. he change it to fiction the next day morning.. i rmb.. :x haha! don know u rmb it anot.. <3

After that we went thought alot of things.. many many things.. and we are together on 03112011 ^^

Our 1st date!


Our Ring! ♥

And so on we have our 1st month anniversary, 2nd month anniversary and gonna have our 3rd month anniversary soon! although we have some argument between it.. but still we have overcome it.. :) hehe! We also have lots of sweet moment in between!! <3 I LOVE U!
i hope the anniversary number will grow as much as possible!! from month to year!!! <3
haha! rmb that time u talk so slow that i tot something happen to u?? that moment keep in my heart.. and that where the time that i really really scare that i will lose u.. and that where the time that i know how really important u are in my heart.. I can't bear to lose u..

that day when my heart really down cos i missing my grandpa, u know how to cheer me up! haha, by ur dancing and singing.. i was amazed by ur iu's good day high pitch.. Thank baby for everything u did for me.. i really don know how to express my thank u and love to u..
I love u baby.. so much so much~ and i really mean it.. ♥

03112011 ♥ Our love's story begin, let us continue to work hard on this story and let the story never ending.. :)
I Love You ♥ Goh Zhen Wei (Edward)

Timing: 230am 18/1/2012

Bali trip! :)

When to bali from 6jan-10jan 2012!
Had so much fun at there.. :)
We meet at 6.45am at airport and we start to check in etc, and off we go bali! :)
we reach bali ard 12plus the weather is damn hot at there.. then we put our luggage in a van and we hop on to the bus to go coffee factory..
the first thing in my mind when i get off the bus is " omg the coffee smell is damn super strong "
cos i can't drink coffee all this i will get stupid headache.. :/
we went for tour all this.. after that we taste the coffee which cos ard 3 buck in singapore dollar with just a very very small cups.. i brought 1 packet for my mom.. :) then we go to monkey forest to see those monkey.. the most impression of those monkey to me and my friends is we saw them having sex.. :x after a long walk we went to see kecek dance performance
after that we had our dinner at the beach and we back to hotel.. at night we went to massage.. it was damn cheap.. cos ard 8 buck for full body massage.. we went to the beach also.. it was very windy and of cus! find wifi to contact with baby! i damn miss him!! esp sawing those couples in our class.. damn envy them can go bali with their love..

the next day, we went to have our cooking class at one restaurant.. we went to wet market, that place was quite big.. and very squeeze.. and i saw cockroaches there.. :x after that we go back to the restaurant and learn how to cook the dishes.. after cooking finish, we eat what we cooked as our lunch.. then we go to see the rice farm and then went to Denpasar Renon Sqaure after that have our dinner and went back to hotel.

3rd day of bali.. i have stomach flu.. i feel like vomit the whole day, and i went in and out of the toilet.. most of my friend having too. :( it sux.. we went to 5 star hotel to see how the f&b operation at there.. and then we have a short shopping.. i didn't really shop cos my stomach is killing me.. i even vomit.. :( i didn't eat anything the whole day.. we went to the wine factory too.. well, i didn't really listen to what my teacher say.. :x cox i really really feeling sux.. and then went to have our dinner.. and i didn't eat anything.. and i and my room mate are having fever too.. the food it yuck! cos we have been eating the same dinner since we are here.. i saw those food already feel like vomit.. and then back to hotel.. once i get off the bus, i vomit the 2nd time... :( then back to my room have a short bath and my teacher come in with those medi.. i would like to thank her.. cos there is quite a num of ppls sick that day.. and she like went up and down to every room that have ppls sick.. thank miss leah! :) after eating the medi for my stomach within 5 min i went to toilet and vomit all those medi out.. ewww.. and also i would like to thank jasmine for taking of us too!! thank jasmine!! :) have a very hard night.. and of cus, i damn miss baby!!!

4th day, went to see the waterfalls which is up high at the mountain.. have a hard time when we are going out in the bus.. the bus is just turning left and right.. and i already sick.. :( but lucky didn't vomit.. after 1 hour of hard time have lunch in somewhere.. and still i didn't eat anything.. after lunch we went up again.. we get off the bus somewhere and we start to climb.. it was raining that day.. and finally we reach the waterfalls it was so beautiful!! we even went in to the water.. haha! fun! and my sick start to gone! :) after that have another 3 hours straight back down.. i admit that was really hard.. turning left and right again.. :/ finally dinner time! and finally i eat something! but i can't eat much as my stomach didn't have any food in the past 2 days.. :) went back to hotel and start to party!! we buy beer, mixer and start to drink! after our massage :) but i didn't get drunk! ard 6 we then go back to our own room have a short nap at 8.30 we went to beach. :) after that back to hotel and start to pack our luggage and bath and off we go shopping!!! :) although the shopping wasn't a good one cos the shopping centre have a black out.. >:( and ard 3 plus off we go to airport and check in.. :( will miss the fun in bali!!! ard 9plus. reach singapore! hehe, the plane just landed and i quickly on my phone and the first thing i receive is call from mom and ask me where am i as she fetching me home!! :)) we walk a long distance to the place we take our luggage and take some photo and off i going home!!!

the next day went to sch for a short meeting. hehe went to eat pastamia as really misses those food in singapore.. yum yum! and then meet xuanya and venus.. after of cus meet my baby for a short while.. :)

Timing: 145am 18/1/2012

2nd Month Anniversary :)

Happy 2nd month anniversary baby! :) <3
Have lots of fun with u today.. Thank for everything u did for me! :)
Hope u will like the small gift i make for u.. hehe!
I love u!! i will miss u in bali de!!!