♥ Arron Yan, U-Kiss, Beast

Happy Valentines Day! :)

2012-02-16T07:27:00.000-08:00

Have a double date with baby, pam and her bf..
we have dinner at hot tomatoes and then we go to nearby playground to tell ghost story..
this baby of mine have lots of ghost story.. scary..
haha, it was short and memorable..
as valentines falls on sch day which is quite sux..

Baby brought me this.. Thank! <3 Love it so much!!

I love u baby!!! <3

10.02.2012 12:45am

2012-02-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

Can i have some of ur attention?
i just want to be special from other girl..
at least i want to be the girl that u first think when u wake up, last think when u are about to sleep..
but it seem like....
u doesn't send me goodnight msg when u sleep.. u didn't text me once u wake up..
even u say u will text me later.. but u won't... until i text u back..
i wanted u to start the conversation.. :/

~

2012-02-07T09:07:00.000-08:00

starting is good morning msg is gone..
now goodnight msg is gone too.. :(
sign, why honeymoon so fast de.. T.T

misses

2012-02-04T01:39:00.000-08:00

I miss u so badly.. when will we have a proper date together??
It been weeks that we have go out together.. :(

misses

2012-02-04T01:35:00.000-08:00

I miss u badly... :( when can we have a proper date??
it been weeks that we have go out together..

31.01.2012 1.28am

2012-01-30T09:15:00.000-08:00

I can feel that we starting to drift bit by bit already...
i can feel that we doesn't like last time anymore..
the feel is just there...
ppls did told me not to in love with u too deeply unless u have prove to me by action..
but as day pass, i start to in love with u deeper and deeper..
I miss u every single day.. i think of u every moment..
i even dream of u almost everyday..
every single day i was hoping that u will text me first.. i scare that i will annoy u..
i scare u will find me very irritating for texting u everyday..
every relationship have each stage.. maybe our honeymoon stage have over..

19.1.2012

2012-01-19T07:38:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry baby.. i was too impatience.. cos i on negative side more..
next time tell me in fb inbox or twitter.. :x
ps, i miss all the sweet moment before we get tgt.. :(
those sweetest moment....

timing: 1148am 19.1.2012

What happen to us?

2012-01-19T06:46:00.000-08:00

This morning is u make me angry.. for ps me..
at first i wasn't really angry.. but after i saw the message the the sentence that u say' then u go meet ur friends lorh ' the word lorh indeed making me feel more angry then before.. u sound like u doesn't care at all.. u sound so sarcastic.. that why i vent my anger saying 'whatever.. not gonna eat anymore! ' but after awhile my anger wasn't really big anymore.. and i continue read the last msg u sent me.. i take my first steps to msg u.. after 1 hour u didn't text back.. i was thinking maybe u think i am still angry that why didn't text back, i text another one more.. after 1 hours plus u still didn't text back.. i text the 3rd time and even say i am nt angry anymore.. but u still didn't text back.. until night still haven.. i text u the 4th times again.. u still didn't text back..
what u want me to do???! i have taken the first move to text u.. even texting 4 times.. but until now.. u still didn't reply at all... what happen? what happen to us? maybe u should stand at my shoe thinking.. i know i was wrong for maybe too angry on small matter.. but i still take step to text u.. why? why no reply.. what are u thinking? where is all those sweet moment we had before we got tgt..
did ur love faded? get sick of me already? :'(

timing: 1102pm 19.1.2012

Baby!!! :) ♥♥♥

2012-01-17T09:46:00.001-08:00

My baby boy! ILOVEU! <3

This cute guy :) met him on 27 September 2011.
his cheerful personality, friendliness, silly action, funny jokes etc attracted my attention.. :x my first impression to him was a talkative boy.. he really talk non-stop! :x opps! hehe
I still rmb how he tease me in camp.. poke me, tickle me.. <3 haha!
I still rmb how we get closer, the first night when we have nightwalk and we were blindfolded.. he was behind pamelia, where he and pam talk non stop and i hear over their conversation and he talk about kpop, and of cus beast! haha! our fava bands! i still rmb pam say, 'arg kpop again same as the girl infront of me love kpop so much..' haha! and we both was laughing and talk about our fava bias in beast is who.. urs kikwang, mine dongwoon! <3 I still rmb how he ask number from me on the 2nd day night.. and we msg each other for the whole night.. :x i still rmb his ringtone was pikachu.. hehe! the 3rd night, which is last night of our camp, we getting more closer.. i sit beside him and he lay on my back.. and also the day he hear my msg tone is fiction.. he change it to fiction the next day morning.. i rmb.. :x haha! don know u rmb it anot.. <3

After that we went thought alot of things.. many many things.. and we are together on 03112011 ^^

Our 1st date!

Our Ring! ♥

And so on we have our 1st month anniversary, 2nd month anniversary and gonna have our 3rd month anniversary soon! although we have some argument between it.. but still we have overcome it.. :) hehe! We also have lots of sweet moment in between!! <3 I LOVE U!
i hope the anniversary number will grow as much as possible!! from month to year!!! <3
haha! rmb that time u talk so slow that i tot something happen to u?? that moment keep in my heart.. and that where the time that i really really scare that i will lose u.. and that where the time that i know how really important u are in my heart.. I can't bear to lose u..

that day when my heart really down cos i missing my grandpa, u know how to cheer me up! haha, by ur dancing and singing.. i was amazed by ur iu's good day high pitch.. Thank baby for everything u did for me.. i really don know how to express my thank u and love to u..
I love u baby.. so much so much~ and i really mean it.. ♥

03112011 ♥ Our love's story begin, let us continue to work hard on this story and let the story never ending.. :)
I Love You ♥ Goh Zhen Wei (Edward)

Timing: 230am 18/1/2012

Bali trip! :)

2012-01-17T08:44:00.000-08:00

When to bali from 6jan-10jan 2012!
Had so much fun at there.. :)
We meet at 6.45am at airport and we start to check in etc, and off we go bali! :)
we reach bali ard 12plus the weather is damn hot at there.. then we put our luggage in a van and we hop on to the bus to go coffee factory..
the first thing in my mind when i get off the bus is " omg the coffee smell is damn super strong "
cos i can't drink coffee all this i will get stupid headache.. :/
we went for tour all this.. after that we taste the coffee which cos ard 3 buck in singapore dollar with just a very very small cups.. i brought 1 packet for my mom.. :) then we go to monkey forest to see those monkey.. the most impression of those monkey to me and my friends is we saw them having sex.. :x after a long walk we went to see kecek dance performance
after that we had our dinner at the beach and we back to hotel.. at night we went to massage.. it was damn cheap.. cos ard 8 buck for full body massage.. we went to the beach also.. it was very windy and of cus! find wifi to contact with baby! i damn miss him!! esp sawing those couples in our class.. damn envy them can go bali with their love..

the next day, we went to have our cooking class at one restaurant.. we went to wet market, that place was quite big.. and very squeeze.. and i saw cockroaches there.. :x after that we go back to the restaurant and learn how to cook the dishes.. after cooking finish, we eat what we cooked as our lunch.. then we go to see the rice farm and then went to Denpasar Renon Sqaure after that have our dinner and went back to hotel.

3rd day of bali.. i have stomach flu.. i feel like vomit the whole day, and i went in and out of the toilet.. most of my friend having too. :( it sux.. we went to 5 star hotel to see how the f&b operation at there.. and then we have a short shopping.. i didn't really shop cos my stomach is killing me.. i even vomit.. :( i didn't eat anything the whole day.. we went to the wine factory too.. well, i didn't really listen to what my teacher say.. :x cox i really really feeling sux.. and then went to have our dinner.. and i didn't eat anything.. and i and my room mate are having fever too.. the food it yuck! cos we have been eating the same dinner since we are here.. i saw those food already feel like vomit.. and then back to hotel.. once i get off the bus, i vomit the 2nd time... :( then back to my room have a short bath and my teacher come in with those medi.. i would like to thank her.. cos there is quite a num of ppls sick that day.. and she like went up and down to every room that have ppls sick.. thank miss leah! :) after eating the medi for my stomach within 5 min i went to toilet and vomit all those medi out.. ewww.. and also i would like to thank jasmine for taking of us too!! thank jasmine!! :) have a very hard night.. and of cus, i damn miss baby!!!

4th day, went to see the waterfalls which is up high at the mountain.. have a hard time when we are going out in the bus.. the bus is just turning left and right.. and i already sick.. :( but lucky didn't vomit.. after 1 hour of hard time have lunch in somewhere.. and still i didn't eat anything.. after lunch we went up again.. we get off the bus somewhere and we start to climb.. it was raining that day.. and finally we reach the waterfalls it was so beautiful!! we even went in to the water.. haha! fun! and my sick start to gone! :) after that have another 3 hours straight back down.. i admit that was really hard.. turning left and right again.. :/ finally dinner time! and finally i eat something! but i can't eat much as my stomach didn't have any food in the past 2 days.. :) went back to hotel and start to party!! we buy beer, mixer and start to drink! after our massage :) but i didn't get drunk! ard 6 we then go back to our own room have a short nap at 8.30 we went to beach. :) after that back to hotel and start to pack our luggage and bath and off we go shopping!!! :) although the shopping wasn't a good one cos the shopping centre have a black out.. >:( and ard 3 plus off we go to airport and check in.. :( will miss the fun in bali!!! ard 9plus. reach singapore! hehe, the plane just landed and i quickly on my phone and the first thing i receive is call from mom and ask me where am i as she fetching me home!! :)) we walk a long distance to the place we take our luggage and take some photo and off i going home!!!

the next day went to sch for a short meeting. hehe went to eat pastamia as really misses those food in singapore.. yum yum! and then meet xuanya and venus.. after of cus meet my baby for a short while.. :)

Timing: 145am 18/1/2012

2nd Month Anniversary :)

2012-01-03T10:13:00.000-08:00

Happy 2nd month anniversary baby! :) <3
Have lots of fun with u today.. Thank for everything u did for me! :)
Hope u will like the small gift i make for u.. hehe!
I love u!! i will miss u in bali de!!!

:'(

2011-12-23T11:04:00.000-08:00

1 day.. 1 day, u didn't msg me..
did i do anything wrong?
i just telling u how i feel only.. no other purpose..
why u didn't reply? :'( why...
i miss u.. do u?

timing: 24/12/2011 3.09am

Lie..

2011-12-20T23:39:00.001-08:00

Do u know that lie is more hurtful that truth?
If u do nothing wrong u won't have to scare that i am angry..
If u tell me the truth i won't be angry..
Ytd night i given u chance and clue to let u telling me the truth.. but u still lie to me..
It is very hurtful when i hear u lie to me..
Or am i so unreasonable to u that u have to lie to me??
I don know..

Real timing post: 21/12/2o11 3.49pm

2011-12-20T04:22:00.000-08:00

Can i get more care and concern from u?? :(

2011-12-17T09:11:00.000-08:00

letting go...

negative...

2011-12-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

i don know why whenever i am alone, especially at night i will think lots and lots of things..
specially negative things.. about u.. :(
i don know why..
i don know why whenever i am alone, i feel very insecure from u.. i feel like crying..
sorry.. i don know why either.. :(
I just... I just...

mixed feeling..

2011-12-08T07:18:00.001-08:00

45 THINGS A GIRL WANTS, BUT WONT ASK FOR IT :

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

12.8.11 11:16pm, real timing i posted this post

03112011

2011-12-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

hehe, exam finally over!
it time to relax!! :) but well, i am not..
Thursday after my exam, i have to rush back home and go out to meet my bf and buy things to make my card for me and zw 1 month anniversary.. ^^
That day was damn freaking packed.. i reach home 2 plus.. and bath everything choose my clothes and went out at 3.15pm.. and i am srsly late for meeting bf.. :( i meeting him at woodland to watch movie at 4.. then i rush to meet alicia and then go popular buy my things and off to meet bf..
supposedly wanted to watch " you are the apples of my eyes " but due to technique problem we change to "puss in the boots" that show is quite nice.. :)
After the movie we went to Amk to eat sumo hus.. then went to sembawang to meet leslie to lent from him his bow tie and name tag for the next day world skills.. After that we went woodland and to go home.. :)

Friday, after the world skill rush to amk to meet renee and go novena..
she brought her stuff for her loves.. i print photos for the card that i gonna make for my bf.. hehe
The card that i made for my bf.. :) <3

Saturday, 03123011 me and my bf 1st month.
We went out to town.. we walk around and went to red mango to eat yoghurt
and then we went to far east to look for bf's shoes, caps.. after that we went to lot 1 and have our dinner.. after dinner we went to some sort of window shopping.. we went to Uniqlo, i wanted to see any jackets is nice and bf spotted 1 jacket and insist asked me to try.. and that jacket cost 49.90.. the first things i thought was wow.. that exp.. but the quality is good.. and bf say he go work on monday and get the money and buy it for me.. haha! and then we went to topshop.. well the cloths there is no suitable for me.. haha! bf send me home.. well, after we reach the busstop we didn't immediately go off.. haha, we stay at downstair for 1 hours plus as the rain haven stop..
Ard 1030, bf brought the bus and go home and i run home under the rain..
That day i have a wonderful day.. although that day i did make u angry.. :x oops..
I love u!

EXAM EXAM EXAM

2011-11-30T06:07:00.000-08:00

have being busy studying for my hell exam..
what i have studies didn't come out at all in the paper..
TSS, RFBO all killed me..
This term exam srsly want my life.. didn't stress like this before..
the first time ever i stress until my whole face is pimples..
srsly.. super stress.. haiz..
tmr one last paper to go.. and i can go party party party!!
i already in holiday mood le.. no mood to study.. :/
faster faster faster!!
I want to drink, i want to stayover at friend hus, i want to stay at friend's chalet!!
I want to shopping, I want to go out with him <3!!

I msg u becos i miss u, i didn't msg u cos i waiting for u to miss me...

T.T

2011-11-20T02:10:00.000-08:00

haiz.. why ur schedule always so hell packed..
why? why? why? :(
u always a busy guy.. everytime after meeting u while u always have something after that..
i hate it so much.. why u everyday so busy want..
:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Stress..

2011-11-19T23:49:00.000-08:00

OMG, so stress.. :( pimples are poping out from my face.. damn damn ugly..
Exam are coming.. :((( stress stress stress..

Exam~

2011-11-14T05:26:00.000-08:00

oh my gosh!! exam all come in a row.. :(
phrase test, test and exam.. TT crying soon like lah!!!
can't watch my drama.. :( have to start study soon.. or not my gpa 4 record gone.. :(
I need to get high mark! i need to get the scholarship money!! i am broke.. :(
i need money to go bali shopping!!
oh ya! i am confirm going to bali on 6 Jan - 10 Jan 2012. hehe ^^ gonna shop like hell!
but i will miss my boyfriend so much! :(
gosh i having headache now.. wanted to study today want.. :(

I love boyfriend ♥ ! hehe

2011-11-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

sleepless night, emotional night..
i am crying.. :(
let me cry to sleep tonight..

3.11.2011 ♥

2011-11-04T11:26:00.000-07:00

I have a wonderful day today.. :D Thank baby! ♥
u make me feel so special and loved by u! :)
i wish i can stay with u longer!!
I love u Goh Zhen Wei !! :P miss u!
haha, Hope our r/s will last!
♥ ♥ ♥

2011-11-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

AHHH! FUCK THIS NOVEMBER!
IT DIDN'T GO BETTER.. FUCK!

I hate liar.. srsly..
so better don lie to me.. especially big lie..
if i ever find out.. u can just fuck off from my life..
I believe what i saw.. i trust my own eyes..
Action proves everything.. Words are nothing..

fyi, i am a girl who doesn't take sweet talk..
cos i believe what my friend said..
a guy who does a lots of sweet talk isn't a good guy..
Chances are given, if u slip this chance.. there is no 2nd chance..
i mean it..

bad october, better novmember pls..

2011-10-31T05:03:00.000-07:00

October, a unforgettable month.. a really bad month for me..
a month that i cry so much.. a month that everything bad happen to me..
a month that everything crush on me..

Novmember, i really really hope this month would be a better month.. I hope..

Action speak louder then words..
Action are everything..
Words doesn't mean anything..

...

2011-10-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

Sometime i wonder.. 你要我以喜欢你的心情跟你做好朋友.. 还是只是单纯的做好朋友
i don know why i feel this way..
i feel that when u bored u then think about me.. or when u needed me then think about me.. :(
I feel so insecure.. very very insecure..
at least tell me u are busy on something a few hours later then text me back...

2011-10-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

I feel so insecure... :(

Qoutes

2011-10-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

Credit from Valen's blog..
I like the quotes his posted on his blog.. funny and emotional..
especially the emotional.. it said all my current feeling..

I feel that we are drifting..
I don know why..

Rainy days~

2011-10-15T04:31:00.000-07:00

I dream of you today..
The dream is so realistic..
But i know.. it won't happen..
now we two see each other like a stranger.. i don know what to do..
should we talk about it face to face?
i am tired.. tired of making myself everyday busy so that i can't even think of you..
tired of pretending i am fine.. actually i not..
tired of crying.. tired of everything..
i don know how my mind make it.. whatever things i do, whatever things my friend do.. i will link about you..
i never feel this miserable before..
when? when will this stop? i can't promise i will hang on a very long time..

i miss you.. do u?

money!

2011-08-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

my mind is all money!!!
i need money to survive! i need money to buy the things i want, the food that i want to eat!
all my mind is money..
i doesn't really care about the boy,girl relationship.. well, maybe i didn't think of it.. that why there is no time for me to emo.. hahaha! cos my mind only think of money! :P
this world make me realistic something..
if u don have money u can't survive.. everything, everywhere sux money.. doesn't it? once u go out u will spent something on it..
at home u also spent money too.. the food u eat, the computer, tv, internet u play.. the light, the fans etc.. everything also need money..
maybe i a little bit crazy.. cos my mind all money money money.. didn't care of anything..
hahaha! i did care okay.. i care my family, i care my friends, i care my sisters.. i treasure them.. without them, i can't walk till today.. without them my life is meaningless.. they make my life full of meaning.. there is alot of memorise.. happy, sad all have.. :) i love them! hehe
we should treasure everything we have.. don regret after lost them..

$$$

2011-08-18T08:21:00.000-07:00

钱钱钱！什么东西都要钱! 烦死人了!

i know my bank still got money.. but i can't use that much too.. i know every end of the month my mom conform ask me to lent her money.. haiz..
now i srsly can't stop working for the sake of money.. but i really tired.. can't cope it..
projects, school work, tests, exams, phrase test everything is coming over now..
总有一天, 我一定累死的!　
haiz.. if i stop working, my bank money conform won't last long..
手停口停..
i know some of you willing to lent money to me.. but i don want.. i don like the feeling of own ppls money.. and i scare that i no money to return u all when you all needed..
haiz haiz haiz!

2011-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

i got my limited too.. don go overboard..

BEAST~

2011-07-02T12:43:00.000-07:00

BEAST's 1st FanMeet Concert on 2 July 2011 5pm ! ^^
omg, they are so damn hott!!
especially dongwoon!!
i make eyes contact with dongwoon and he saw the fan that i hold has his name!! ^^
was so so so crazy just now!!
gosh, almost cry out when Hi-5 with them!! was so damn close to them!
They are damn hot! $228 is worth it!
They give me a unforgettable 2 July 2011 :) hehehe
the eyes contact that me and dongwoon make i will nv forget!!
ahhh, still very excited.. and miss them already lah.. why they so fast go back want?!!
i wish they can go down to my work place and eat tmr.. hahaha! and i will be very very very very very happy!! i will gone crazy!! but i know this couldn't be happen at all.. :( haiz.. they have goes back to korea already.. but i really happy at the concert.. :)

:(

2011-06-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

我该怎么办?
我不想历史重演.. 真的很不想.. :(
可以不要这样对我吗?
如果我对你来说是个很坚强的女孩的话, 那么那个很坚强的女孩总有一天也会受不了而倒下..
无论再怎么坚强我也是个女孩也会承受不了的.. :(
我最近真的很累很累.. 我没办发在承受这种压力.. 尤其是这种已经发生过的事..
因为这种痛我已经没办法再用同一种方法来面对, 来解决.. 也没有办法大大方方的让步了..

maybe i will mia in everything.. i won't ans/reply any phone or sms.. i need to cool down by myself..
(if the history re-act again..) i won't call anyone to talk about it.. i won't tell anyone what is it.. this secret will be with me only..

again, today i cry to sleep tonight.. ;'(

...

2011-06-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

srsly u are a jerk, bastard, bad person i ever seen..
u won't even care to give me "tai jie xia"
u just keep ignoring me..
你知道吗?　我每次看到你，我都会很怕很怕．．
我真的很不想看到你．．　真的不想．．
可是我能做什么..

i hate myself.. i feel i am so bitch..
i hate u alot too.. but why i can't forget u..
i want to do that.. i want to..

tonight i can't sleep..
my face are all tear.. let me cry to sleep tonight..
let me breakdown for this once..
i need someone shoulder to let me cry.. i need someone hug..
who can lent me? i need it badly..

Blogging..

2011-06-22T10:22:00.001-07:00

i won't be blogging anymore.. unless it is a very good reason for me to blog..
life change, everything change since it start on ite..
everyone want to go back to secondary school life.. included me that wish it for so many many times..
but this is impossible to happen.. time won't rewind, it just passed every sec, every min, every hour.. slowly bit by bit..

SomeTimes~

2011-05-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

Sometime i feel that i wasn't like you as much as i though..
something went though my mind..
i though lots and lots of things..
or maybe i didn't really like u in the first place.. it just a ..... somehow.... i don know how to say the feeling.. it just went up and down all the times..
i don know.. :/
i once told myself, if there is a guy woo me and he is not bad.. i will consider about him.. or accept him..
Really, if this will be happen.. but i know this won't happen.. there will not be guy wooing me..

i am glad that my sister have slowly stand up where she fall.. i know she do some silly things.. i don't blame her for doing this.. as it is our fault for not being there on time whenever she needed us.. that why she have so much time alone and thinking of those stupid things.. sorry sis. for not being at there in time to hold you.. Sorry..

Saturday, 14 may 2011

2011-05-15T01:05:00.000-07:00

Ytd morning when to seng kang to do collect newpapers..
FB students was force to go.. -.-
meet at 8.45am compass point, i and jasmine the first one to reach.. then slowly the rest finally one by one come..
then we walk to the meeting point to meet the teacher.. then teacher explain to us what we gonna do later.. they say we have 25 BLOCK to take.. i was like wtf?! alots sia..
then they us some banana, sandwitches and bottle water to eat and drink..
Starting the sun was damn big and the weather was so hot.. but after we done 1 block, it start to rain heavily.. then our class spill into two grp and we mix we other class. then again we spill again.. this time round is me and pam and 5 others guys which we don know who in a group.. then wego collect newpapers.. half way thought cx call me ask me where is shahrul..
then after running don know how many block, teacher say we can go already..
we go kfc eat our lunch.. then pam and cx come my hus and bathe.. pam bathe first, after that is cx, then suddenly my grandma knock the door, i was like fuck, then i throw pam and cx shoe inside my room, and threw cx bag and shirt on my bag.. then pam quickly knock the bathroom door ask cx to take his jean.. at first cx didn't believe pam, but pam tone very serious then cx open the door and take.. and that timing my grandma just open the door.. i was like, err ahma got friend come my hus.. then pam pretend that she just bathe finish..
my cousin say he want to watch cantoon, then i was like wtf.. then i tell my ahma say i need to go to work u want to go back home first.. then she and my cousin leave.. phew..
after she leave i close the door.. i almost want to faint like that.. i ask pam to tell cx to continue his bathing.. after 5min he come out.. then we three like laugh until non-stop cos just now scenery was very funny.. then i go bathe.. then chenghwee come and we off to go work.. on the way to work we tell chenghwee what happen.. then we keep laughing then cx ask what if is my mom.. then i say i think u will die.. and i will be in the die meat..
then we reach expo, wah.. show luo's fans was damn a lots sia.. srsly.. a not.. i wonder the 10 grp come to singapore that day will what happen.. after work we go kallang leisure park there slack awhile.. cx and pam go play arcade.. then we go yishun ton..
cx went home..
we reach mac, then wait for ard 15min ken then come down.. we slack at there, we talk and laugh a lot.. then we saw a big xiang qiang outside.. i whole body feel very uneasy.. pam too.. then sudden xiang qiang missing.. then after while a few children keep looking at our feet there and point i and pam was like what happen then pam shout got one xiang qiang beside my feet.. i was like omg i lift up my feet and i want to go out.. but ken keep blocking the way don let me go out.. then i was too afraid.. i start to cry.. then the mac people catch the xiang qiang.. then ken, pam, ch comfort me say not more already..
ard 2 plus we went to ken hus.. we talk awhile then fall asleep on ken bed.. ken when to sleep at her sister bed.. then they say 5.30 wake up.. but at 5.30 i wake them none of them wake up.. they sleep too soundly.. then i own self go take key open the door and go home.. and i send them a text say i going home.. i reach home ard 630am and i quickly go wash my face and change clothe and go to sleep..
it is fun.. and there is a lot of funny things happen that day.. :)

Tried of my life~

2011-05-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Been busy for my school works and projects..
Tired to the max! pls.. it really damn damn tired..
projects and test make me can't get enough sleep.. and those boring lesson make me want to sleep more..
Sux lah! damn tired and stress..
Feel like gonna die soon like that..
I can't do hw at home anymore.. the moments i step into my house i already feel like sleeping already.. it really very tired..
everyday 6am wake up to go to school and end school at 6, 7pm plus.. the journey between cck ite and my home is 1 hour 30 min.. srsly this want my life already.. Still got tons of homeworks, projects and tests.. gonna die soon..
I still have 2 letters haven do finish and i haven finish study my beverage test which is monday.. and i have to recall all my cocktails to prepare for the upcoming phase test.. fuck!
the more stress i am, the more i can't concentrate, the more i will think others things, the more possible i will cry..
i can't cope any more.. with all those exams and projects and some other things..
I feel that we have a distance between us..
srsly i don know what am i thinking too..
I miss secondary school.. i really wish to.. there will not be so many homework and projects.. my friends ard me will be happier including me..
I wanted to update my dairy.. but i don have the time to write..
ITE have suck all my freedom.. there is no free time to do my own things..
Who can save me?

working day..

2011-05-07T10:59:00.000-07:00

Went to work today.. it jolin's concert.
meet chunxing and ken at 4.15pm at serangoon.. end up i later for 10min.. :P
both their face is so black..
we meet pamelia at paya lebar :)
then we train to stadium to work.. i think we are late..
we go to the counter and put our bag and we go for our briefing..
OMG, THE WEATHER IS SOOO DAMN HOTTT!
it like gonna melt me like that.. we are like standing under the hot sun to have briefing.. -.-
i was being told to go to the east side with unfamiliar face.. :(
then we eat dinner.. the food is sux to the max.. i didn't eat much..
after i eat, i went to find pam they all.. i drink and talk to them awhile then go back..
my team mates was talking.. i was like very quiet then they ask u are pam friend right? why u so quiet.. pam is like so nosy type want.. then i smile to them..
after awhile the concert start.. and we start to get busy.. jolin's fans doesn't really alots.. and i watch the concert for 30min? cos they never close the curtain.. haha! damn lucky.. and she change clothes damn fast sia.. 0.0
ard 9pm pam come and say we can fall out..
so we went to north side and take our bag and money too..
as we end early.. we went to kallang eat supper which is kfc..
after that we went to play arcade.. haha
it remind me of xuanya say " go there is just throwing money only.. "
i wasted 4 buck inside there sia.. but it is fun.. :) we play car games etc..
i win 2 round.. hehehe..
oh.. we saw 1 little girl very cute sia.. we play with her and take photo with her.. :)
haha, ken and chunxing and pamelia keep saying is their child.. but she really very cute..
after that we go home sweet home.. :)
it tired.. but fun :)

i hope that...

Astons with girls.

2011-05-06T10:44:00.000-07:00

Class dismiss at 12 plus as MPC class is cancel.. again.. -.-
went to chun sheng lou eat.. the food is damn nice! but it quite exp luh.. ard 5 plus..
after that we went to library to slack..
the library is so full.. the 2nd floor is full of peoples and the rooms is fully booked.. :(
we end up at 1st floor to do our homework and some of them copy the cocktails..
i hate sitting at the 1st floor there.. can't talk loud loud and the chair is so uncomfortable..
lucky ard 2 plus the peoples is getting lesser and we all went up..
some of them went in to the room they have booked to do project..
left me, chunxing, pamelia, alicia and ken..
alicia was sleeping.. then we 3 talk talk.. we talk a lot of things luh.. relationship, and many stuffs..
and we laugh a lots too.. :) then ken left for his training.. ps us.. -.-
then after awhile alicia and i go meet the venus, yenwoon, xuanya for dinner.. :)

we went to cathay Astons to eat.. we have heart to heart talk too.. we talk and laugh a lots.. after that we went to Ben & Jerry to eat.. -We order 6 scoops of ice cream and share.. It nice! and we sit there talk again.. haha! we talk a lots of things.. especially relationship.. we all have met one.. and our situation is different too..
we talk until 10 plus then go home.. :D
we should have one stay overnight and we can talk the whole day night! :) miss them so much..

It change better these few days then last time..
I really hope it won't change back again as before..
I really really hope so.. :((

It won't change

2011-05-01T10:38:00.000-07:00

No matter how i wish your attitude toward me will change better..
i know it won't happen..
No matter how i wish you can look at me just for once..
i know it won't happen..
nothing i wish will change..
i know..

Different~

2011-04-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

There is so much different from past and present..
how i wish we can go back to the past..
i feel that there is some things wrong..
i feel that you knew it already..
i am afraid..
i thinking and thinking..
i really hope that you knew nothing..
today i went home early.. i think a lots a lots of things today..
我想很多, 我知道什么意思了..

Question..

2011-04-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

Different peoples asking same question again and again in different timing..
in the past or current, i still don know how to answer this question.. cos myself , don't even know the answer too..
i also ask myself that question too.. but i still can't figure out the answer..

...

2011-04-21T06:26:00.000-07:00

There is so many things happen after school reopen..
TEST TEST TEST, RESULT RESULT RESULT, PHASE TEST PHASE TEST PHASE TEST..
EVERY THINGS JUST COME ALL THE WAY..
AHH, HATE IT..

i srsly hate the word " diam diam lah" some time it really pissed me off..

do u know that sometime ur words hurt me..
doesn't mean i didn't say anything mean it doesn't hurt me..
i just don't want to show it only..

School Reopen.

2011-04-10T22:24:00.000-07:00

School reopen tmr..
Which mean i have to wake up early in the morning 6am from monday to friday for 8am class!!
pretty early luh... sux.. going become panda..
i totally no mood for tmr school..
I want more holidayyyyyy~~~~~~ :((
School start have to chiong for school works and everything..
exam is coming, test result coming back.. ahh all this i don want to come!!
especially test result, i scare i am one of the fail students.. :'(
and now i haven pack my bag, haven iron my clothes.. my stocking don know got torn a not..
I totally haven prepare for tmr school!!
I having mixed feeling now..
I don't know what am i thinking now..

It start all over again..

2011-04-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

It start all over again..
i am so useless..
I HAVE FAIL.. :(

如果沒有你 ~

2011-04-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hey 我真的好想你
現在窗外面又開始下著雨

眼睛乾乾的有想哭的心情
不知道你現在到底在哪裡

Hey我真的好想你
太多的情緒沒適當的表情

最想說的話我該從何說起
你是否也像我一樣在想你

如果沒有你沒有過去我不會有傷心
但是有如果還是要愛你

如果沒有你我在哪裡又有甚麼可惜
反正一切來不及反正沒有了自己

Hey 我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡

Hey 我真的好想你
現在窗外面又開始下著雨

眼睛乾乾的有想哭的心情
不知道你現在到底在哪裡

Hey 我真的好想你
太多的情緒沒適當的表情

最想說的話我應該從何說起
你是否也像我一樣在想你

如果沒有你沒有過去我不會有傷心
但是有如果還是要愛你

如果沒有你我在哪裡又有甚麼可惜
反正一切來不及反正沒有了自己

Hey 我真的好想你
不知道你現在到底在哪裡
你是否也像我一樣在想你

I miss you a lots..

Picnic!

2011-03-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

Went to have a picnic with girls and venus's family.
it was a fun days! the food is delicious too! :)
We play volley ball and dog and bone, we have lots and lots of fun.. ^^
Girls, let have picnic again!!! :D

i have chosen to give out you..
i know i will having a hard times if i choose this path..
but i know i will having more hard times if i never.
went to east coast just now, and walk the path we use to walk to make me think of you..
watching the sea make me think of you.. some songs make me think of you..
but i know slowly i can overcome these problem.. will i? i hope so..
slowly i can go east coast park without thinking of you, i can watch the sea freely without thinking of you, i can listen to those songs happily without thinking of you..
with all my friends, sisters support i hope i can overcome it!!!

。。。

2011-03-18T00:37:00.000-07:00

痛，这种感觉又回来了。。
好不喜欢这种感觉。。
什么时候才会停止。。。
血一直流，一直流。。

sorry to say that..
i know later won't be a great day for me..
i know something bad, something will make me cry happen again..

...

2011-03-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

这世界上有两个我. 　一个假装快乐,一个真心难过..

i am just like a fool.. seriously..
i am so stupid..
i know that i will lose and i still want to fight for it..
i am tired.. very tired..
how to end this?!
no one know about my feeling..
好累，好累。不想在这样了..

...

2011-03-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

I guess i am right..
time will make clear everything..

12 March 2011

2011-03-12T12:12:00.000-08:00

Today went out with sisters they all to celebrate my early birthday.
we went to watch Red Riding Hood. The show was awesome! We keep guessing who is the wolf.. HAHAHA.
After that we went to eat sakae sushi. we talk and take photo inside there.. and we eat very very full.. We went for a walk as we need to digest.. we walk a long way and we sit at hotel outside.. we take lot and lot of photos!! :)
after that we go back home..
It was a fun day.. but it's a pity that rowena, audrey and shiping didn't join us..
Hope that there was a outing all 8 of us are there..
I miss secondary life.. I miss how we go out together after school..
I miss u..

...

2011-03-11T07:10:00.001-08:00

I feel that i am so stupid..
I feel that something is not right..
something bad will happen.. very bad..
but what can i do? This is my fate.
i am tired of this things.. so tired..
i am tired of my life..
why? why this kind of things happen to me? :(
When will this things end? i am seriously very tired..
i don't want to make any fake smile anymore, it so tired..
i don't have the courage to walk this path..

...

2011-03-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

我有一种被骗得感觉。。
I can sense it..
i know something bad is coming toward me..
你说出口，但你没做到。
if u can't do it, then don say out..
why am i always the one to give in..
why?

i didn't move on..

2011-03-03T06:21:00.000-08:00

oh well..
I didn't move on at all..
how am i going to move on if the situation like this..
I have suffer all the pain and tear..
and what did i get? i get nothing..

nevermind.. ya. everything is my fault..
I am wrong, bitch, idiot, stupid call me anything u want..

...

2011-02-27T04:06:00.000-08:00

No. I can't go back to the old me anymore..
I'm no longer the old xinyi anymore..
everytime i see u, it just remind me everything, and the pain will slowly come again..
i have been trying not to cold to u.. but..

I can promise u that i will do my best not to cold to u..
but i really can't go back to the old me anymore..

...

2011-02-25T08:06:00.000-08:00

I started to hate myself more..
everything just screw up..
I really wanted to save this friendship. i really try my very best..
but there is still a pick inside my heart after that things happen.. and what u react..
i don know what to do.. it since like everything have getting worst and worst..
i want to know what your thinking now days..
or maybe we should have a talk.. which i really don't want to.. i scare that after this talk everything will just gone.. our friendship will end like this..
Hope u understand.. :(

i want go back to my sec sch life!

2011-02-22T06:25:00.000-08:00

i feel like i am a bitch for ruining everything..
i am sick and tired of my life..
everything have getting worst to worst..
i start to hate myself..
i want to go back to my sec sch life! :(
but i know it couldn't happen at all..

New Year

2011-02-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

I don have any new year mood this year...
seriously i am having mix feeling these few days...

2010-12-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

我好痛苦。。。
我不知道。。。
这几天我一直想一直想，可是我还是不知道要选什么。。。
我好累，好累。
我也哭了好几天。。我不知道怎么办。。
我好像一睡就永远不要醒来。。

。。。

2010-12-17T03:47:00.000-08:00

我突然有一个想法。。。
我想离开这个世界。。。
离开这个可怕的世界。。。

2010-12-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

老实说我很不开心．．．
每一天一定会有一件事然我很不开心．．．

。。。

2010-12-11T07:17:00.000-08:00

人生为什么要经历那么多不开心的事？？？
我即使能遇到能然我开心的事呢？
我已经疲倦我现在的生活了。。。
我想一切重新开始。。。
可是我能做到吗？我不知道。。。

。。。

2010-12-11T03:03:00.000-08:00

爱人或被爱，我选者被爱。。。
我好累，好累。。。
真的好累，累到我无法呼吸了
我的心死了。。。

压力也让我无法呼吸。。。
一点，一点的压力累积下来让我感觉好重。。。
这世界很不公平，这世界是残酷的。。。

Ｐｓ：不要问我关于任何这些东西。。。我只是想一个人静一静。

Fahrenheit day.

2010-12-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

When to see fahrenheit today,
OMG. They are so hott! especially ya lun!
haha, shake all of them hand! hehe ^^
shall update when i am free.. going to sleep now.
work tmr again.. :(

MBC Star Audition 2010 : SHINee - Hello

2010-11-26T08:34:00.000-08:00

U-Kiss

2010-11-18T07:53:00.000-08:00

U-Kiss have arrive in singapore!
Omg, they have change a lot! and they have become hotter! hahaha.
hope they have a fun day in singapore! ^^

Happy Belated Birthday to Calvin!

2010-11-10T21:36:00.001-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Calvin!
30 years old already! hahaa:P

I miss school days...

2010-10-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

Well, i have officially end my secondary life on 15 oct.
On that day we took a lot of pictures and we have pizza as our dinner/supper. :)
it will be a memorial day for me^^

Now i have been busy with my work. it so tired! standing for 7 hour a day and it quite boring if no customers come and buy the clothes... ( you should know what i am working with this clue ) hehe
now i realise that working is so hard and tired! I miss my secondary life! so much. how i wish i can go back to school and study, at least i can sleep in school for a while :P
haiz... tmr working again... :(

OVER!

2010-10-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

Finally N level is officially OVER! SO HAPPY!
actually for me is last friday, hehe.
Tmr we will be having class chalet...
WE GONNA HAVE FUN AT THERE!!! ^^

Ze:a make my day happy!

2010-09-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

listening to 100.3 just now...
Ze:a was in the radio just now... and they have choose 3 persons and read their message out...
at first ken read out the name, i hear my name, and i was stuck and don know what to do... i sudden feel my hand so cold and i feel very nervous... i don't know is me a not... cos he just read xinyi and there is 2 xinyi there...
then he start to read the full name of the 3 persons, and that xinyi is really me!!!
i was like stuck and don know what to do... i want to record but can't... I am so HAPPY!
then siwan read my message and say to me that he have read the message that written by us ( Fangqi,Venus,Levine(xuanya) and me... and he say that they all really touch by the letter... GOSH, i just now cry for joy! i don't know what to write already... and i haven iron my uniform... :P

to xuanya,
I really sorry... SORRY.

Ze:a

2010-09-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

it been 1 month since i blog here... hahahaha
and i have forgotten that i have a blog to update... :P
have been prepare our N level since after seeing beast... haiz...

This month was quite exciting month, we went to airport to see Ze:a!
Gosh siwan is so chaming! never forgot how he walk pass us! ^^
and i have pre-order fahrenheit album! haha can't wait for the album!

i don't know what to blog now... maybe update when my N level is over... :D

When you see Beast, you will get "SHOCK"

2010-08-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

Dongwoon :)

Today after our maths paper, we have our breakfast in school then me, venus, xuanya and yenwoon rush to take bus 27 to see Beast!!! hehe
While we were walking to the mall, it started to rain heavily... we quickly run to a shelter, after 5 min it started to rain smaller then we quickly run to the mall...
we went to the toilet and dry up ourselves... then we quickly walk to interchange and take 27 as the time is around 10.50...
It was quite fast, around 11.30 we reach the airport already...
when we reach we go find where could the beast and 4 minute come out in the end we ask the counter but the counter say around 1pm then she can see which gate they come out, so we find some seat that near the counter...
Around 1pm there was some fans siting in front of the gate, so we went there to sit too... then i hear venus say that they may not from here come out, they may come out from the VIP...
then suddenly a lot of ppl say they come out from the VIP... so venus quickly ask fang qi to check where they come out, then fang say is at VIP, so we quickly run to the VIP there...
when we reach there it gonna rain soon... we saw lighting and hear thunder... we was so scare that we will get stock... and also there is lot of fly flying around us... we quickly walk to a side and try to wipe off the fly... then venus accidentally kill one fly on yen shirt then yen say she wanna go home then she start to walk away... xuan follow her and try to get back her...
suddenly i and venus saw two cars coming out then venus shout xuan and yen and ask them to come back...
the cars walk pass us, i try to look inside to see who is inside and dong woon turn to my side and look at me and venus and i was stunt for 3 sec? then i realise that he is dong woon and i was like pointing at him and shout dong woon and he smile and laugh and look at me!! OMG! then yen and xuan say they saw kigwang/gigwang and he look at them!
this is the 2nd time i saw beast and both time only dong woon caught my eyes... hehe
the 1st time i want to see gigwang but when i saw dong woon smiley at us, i can't get my eyes away from him... :P

Prelim!

2010-08-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

1 more day to my prelim...
first paper would be english paper 1 and 2.
This time round mr yeo didn't give us any note and hint... i wonder can i did well in this paper?!
i am sux on english, every time i get back my paper, i will be afraid... :(
haiz, i started my note already...
U-KISS songs is the one can make me keep awake! HAHAHA,
whenever i wanted to sleep, i listen to their song i will not feel sleepy already... HAHAHA.

I MISS THEM... :(

i don think i will be blogging till my prelim end... maybe till N level... :P

I Am Legend!

2010-07-27T04:38:00.000-07:00

OMG! U-kiss gonna act in one drama call " I am legend " !
but sad case is only dongho, kevin, ki bum, ki seop and soo hyun act only...
alexander and eli are not inside... rumors say that they may because of dream team so nv act... :(

I know a little information that the 5 of them are acting as a band in the show... call kiss band.
Dongho (drums), Kiseop (bass), Kevin (guitar), Kibum (keyboard), and Soohyun (vocalist).

The first episode will air on September 2nd!!
Gosh i can't wait to watch!!! i know it will be a nice drama!! ^.^
hahaha :)

12 days

2010-07-23T06:20:00.000-07:00

12 days to our prelim... less then 2 weeks... :(
time is running faster and faster... :(

Holiday mood

2010-07-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

50 days to my N level.
18 days to my prelim.
AND i nv prepare anything yet!!!
and i still watching video!!!
I still at my holiday mood... :(
haiz...

Oral

2010-07-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

I having my N level english oral today...
1245 we sat at the canteen, we need ice cream to calm ourselves down... but i don't think is work... the time getting closer and closer...
145 is the time we go to hall and prepare ourselves and the teachers from other school start to walk in too... and i started to get nervous...
one by one go... and now is my turn i was so nervous at first! but after i read the passage i wasn't nervous anymore as the passage was quite easy...
the teachers are quite friendly too... but i was nervous... so i did not do very well in my conversation...
but overall should be okay... :)

Ki seop's story

2010-07-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

KISEOP'S STORY

KISEOP -- before coming into U-kiss, i found my dream and had planned on following it ..
But wherever I went , the companies wouldn't pick me I always failed ..
I eventually gave up and went into 2 months of harsh depression ..
I thought a lot about the possibility of suicide ..

KEVIN -- how did you get over it ??

KISEOP -- My mom .. my Mom was thinking of me and she cried herself to sleep ..
I didn't see my mom cry often ..
After watching her cry , I realized what i was doing
I was thinking about suicide and didn't even go out to meet friends ..
But after seeing my mom cry and try to make me fell better , I got back up..
After that I told myself I would work harder and never give up .

Omg! i almost cry when i read this... :(
Watch u-kiss vampire ep 3 part 3 and 4. this is the part he telling his story...

Korea.

2010-06-30T04:32:00.000-07:00

I have been watching korea show, after i saw u-kiss! hahaha
Korea have a lot of hot guy! U-kiss, shinee, ft island, MBLAQ, f-cus and many more...
But U-Kiss is the best! hahaha.

Taiwan of cos is Arron yan! Still waiting for his drama... Should be july the drama will out...
and also fei lun hai 4th album! haha
U-kiss single album also coming! :)

68th days to N-Level... OMG is getting closer and closer... :(

School tmr.

2010-06-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

I think i will not upload any picture of U-Kiss that i take in fans meet and showcase in facebook and blog, as i need to edit so that no one will take it. hahahaha

School tmr!!!. i haven prepare anything! lucky there is no homework... or else i don't think i have finish it...
Haiz. i really don't want go to school tmr... and i haven find my thermometer yet... even found it, i bet there is no battery...
My school bag haven pack too! 0.0
I left 3 hours to pack my bag before i sleep... hehe

OMG! i should have go beast showcase, they are so hot.
hahahahaha!
Should stop here now, and prepare my things for tmr school.

Miss the boys...

2010-06-24T06:00:00.000-07:00

Haiz... Why they so fast go back...
I want to have more showcase and concert...
MISS THEM!!

I have lot of picture and video!! hehehe

U-KISS ♥

2010-06-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

WOW, U-KISS was so awesome and hot!!!
love them till die!!

Yesterday was their fans meeting... i can't sleep at all before the day... don't know why...
i and xuan take the first train to jurong east... the train was so slow... we 6am take train, 7 plus going to 8am then reach...
around 1130am we have to go in to garden plaza level 3. we at there wait for 4 hour... plus the one we wait at upstair.
WOW total 7 hour!!!

Finally they have come!
When they come up to the stage and say "HI" to us, i was like going to faint!! they were so hot!!
i take lot of picture and video...
OMG
I keep taking picture and video...

Today! is the showcase!
we wait and queue total time is 12 hr!!!
we are so tired...
but all is worth it...
they showcase is awesome!!! i can see them closely!
even closer then fans meet... ( Ps fans meet place is bigger then showcase )
OMG! i keep shouting and shouting...
Today is the best day of my live!!

U-KISS ARE REALLY SUPER DUPER HOT!!

2010-06-20T06:02:00.002-07:00

OMG OMG OMG!
I SAW U-KISS TODAY!!!
THEY ARE LIKE SUPER DUPER HOT!!!

PS: KEVIN HAVE RECEIVE MY LETTER!!! (L)

I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SHOWCASE TMR!!!

U-KISS ARE REALLY SUPER DUPER HOT

2010-06-20T06:02:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow

2010-06-19T04:48:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow!

OMG i can't wait for tmr!!! i gonna see them soon!! hehe
but i scare when we reach there they will be a lot of peoples queuing already... :(
Hope there will not be a lot of peoples in front of us, and hope that we can see them closely!!.

1 more days!

2010-06-18T10:42:00.000-07:00

1 more days to u-kiss fans meeting!!!
OMG OMG OMG
i can't wait to see them!! hehe
i gonna take a lots of picture of them! :D

i have done my letter to kevin hope he will read it :)

Laughing :)

2010-06-17T09:43:00.000-07:00

I love this!!! :)

Today have so much laughing with the girls today! :D
2 more days!!!
OMG i am so excited! hehehe

Raining :(

2010-06-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

Why must it raining now?!
All the plans have gone... :(

Excited

2010-06-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA
i am so excited now! 5 more days i can see U-Kiss in real live!!!
OMG OMG OMG!
hahaha

and and and
tmr i am attending the class outing! we are going to the zoo!
hahaha, i know it will gonna be very smelly... hehe

Actually today i have to meet tze guan and jeffrey for pool and bowling but last minutes i nv go as i am the only girl and i don't want to waste money on pool and bowling... hehe :P
Hmm, maybe next outing on next holiday?! i think more peoples will attend... hehehe
but please next outing no pool and bowling please!!

Money $

2010-06-12T20:23:00.000-07:00

I NEED MONEY YO SURVIVE THIS JUNE HOLIDAY! $$$

HAIZ... i don't have much money left.. :(
i want money!!!
Today we play badminton at 711, haha quite tired luh...

these days i kept dreaming of one guy...
I wanted to know who is that guy that always appear my dream...
Will tonight i will get to see that guy face?!
hahahaha

A Busy Tuesday & Wednesday

2010-06-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out with adeline, jeffrey, tze guan and zhong en. we went to bugis to buy something. actually there should be have sherlence and li fang but they both have something on...
Haiz... we went to eluma to shop, then we went to bugis junction as there is two small boys ( jeffrey and tze guan) want to play arcade...
after that we went to kovan to play pool. Around 6 plus we went to heartland mall level 2 to have our dinner.

Today went out with the girls, we went to somerset 313. We went to find food to eat first as we were very hungry than we have our SHOPPING!! hahahaha
But in the end only xuanya and yenwoon brought their things, the rest nv brought anything as we have no extra cash...
Haiz, especially me, after i brought U-Kiss tickets i don't have much money left... :(
We also went to opposite mall to shop too!
around 530 we went to long john to have our dinner...
After than HOME SWEET HOME! :)

Holiday!

2010-05-31T06:57:00.000-07:00

hahaha, holiday have started since last friday...
but for me it would be a boring holiday... haiz...
today i watching a movie call sky of love, this show rock man! hahahaha
it will be cry a lot... i think tmr i will have swollen eyes... :(
After watching the whole 6ep finish, i then realise that the sky of love that i watch wasn't movie!!
is a drama! while watching this show i keep thinking that why this movie so long...
hahahaha, how stupid i am. hehe

now i have one problem, i think i have cry to hard... now my head is plain...
haiz...

snow city

2010-05-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

Went to snow city today!!
i have so much fun at there! :)
but it was freaking cold too :(
my legs, hands and mouth become numb ones i go in...
hahaha.. but overall it is a fun day! :D

OMG! U-Kiss is coming to singapore!! i can't wait!
i want to see kelvin, dongho, eli, soo hyun!!! (L)

Screw all my exam papers

2010-05-18T03:42:00.000-07:00

Today we taking back our paper...
firstly is maths... totally screw it... :( a lot of careless mistake...
after that is cpa, the paper is quite easy... but i didn't do well in it...
i also screw my science too... :(
Haiz...
tmr will be taking back english and ebs...
i know that i will screw my english too...
haiz..

Totally screw all my mid-year exam papers... :(

Exam OVER!

2010-05-13T21:15:00.000-07:00

YAH! EXAM FINALLY OVER!!

going out with girls later...
but i feel like sleeping now... especially now is raining... :(
hahaha...

LAST DAY

2010-05-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

TMR LAST DAY OF MY MID-YEAR EXAM ^.^
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

one more thing...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLENE !

Study !

2010-05-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

Tmr is EXAM!!! :(
Hope that tmr exam would be easy...

i wanted to study the whole day!... but in the end i fall asleep while i study half way... :(
and now i wanted to fall asleep again...
Haiz... HOW... i can't drink coffee... and i haven finish my study...

some how, i don't know why i was thinking of you these day... i thought i have forgotten you...
but i think i don't think so... :(

♥ Arron Yan, U-Kiss, Beast

Happy Valentines Day! :)

10.02.2012 12:45am

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misses

misses

31.01.2012 1.28am

19.1.2012

What happen to us?

Baby!!! :) ♥♥♥

Bali trip! :)

2nd Month Anniversary :)

:'(

Lie..

negative...

mixed feeling..

12.8.11 11:16pm, real timing i posted this post

03112011

EXAM EXAM EXAM

T.T

Stress..

Exam~

3.11.2011 ♥

bad october, better novmember pls..

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Qoutes

Rainy days~

money!

$$$

BEAST~

:(

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Blogging..

SomeTimes~

Saturday, 14 may 2011

Tried of my life~

working day..

Astons with girls.

It won't change

Different~

Question..

...

School Reopen.

It start all over again..

如果沒有你 ~

Picnic!

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这世界上有两个我. 一个假装快乐,一个真心难过..

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12 March 2011

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i didn't move on..

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i want go back to my sec sch life!

New Year

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Fahrenheit day.

MBC Star Audition 2010 : SHINee - Hello

U-Kiss

Happy Belated Birthday to Calvin!

I miss school days...

OVER!

Ze:a make my day happy!

Ze:a

When you see Beast, you will get "SHOCK"

Prelim!

I Am Legend!

12 days

Holiday mood

Oral

Ki seop's story

Korea.

School tmr.

Miss the boys...

U-KISS ♥

这世界上有两个我. 　一个假装快乐,一个真心难过..